Well, only if you are directing it at me. I see how I share commonalities with feeling kidnapped, being bipolar, being accused of being mentally ill. She doesn't look anything like me.
The difference in the story is the lack of love. I feel I have no husband, I feel I have no lover that I'm having an affair with. I feel solo. I make jokes and laugh sometimes in the situation I'm in. I have asked for money, because I feel that for all I've gone through, I should get some sort of earnings. I'll even admit that I have a hard time trying to piece and picture things together myself. I get different feedback. Some see me as a leader, some a rockstar, some as a prisoner, and some treating me like I'm inhumanely insane. I've heard it all. Its overwhelming. It hasn't passed. So, I've become competitive with it by saying things such as: "I live up to myself. I trust myself more than I trust anyone." What else can you do when you feel trapped and stuck with someone?
I know that people watch me and that they feel entitled. I've seen that the famous, although being secretive, can be more acknowledging and dignifying compared to other people that aren't famous.
Overall, I do feel like my privacy has been violated for the past SEVERAL years.
I feel like I have met some TV friends. But like I said, I feel like there are so many issues, I can't just paint one picture to match it all.
I've been both accurately and mostly inadequately attacked.
I have lost love.
I have compared some people to a suffering disease of cancer and Aids.
I have felt robbed of who I am and someone else gets the credit
I've felt blackmailed
I've felt lied to on tons and tons of occasions.
I feel constant harassment and possessiveness.
So, that is my response to the Quin Grey story. I'm hurt at your accusation that I BS at kidnapping.
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